Je n'aime pas la vie

Holy eff.

I hate math. I don't get it. I mean i get this parabola stuff. What I don't get is the revenue and profit and max revenue and all that shit.
Nothing makes sense.
To top it all off, I'm babysitting.
No wonder I'm failling.
It's cuz i'm always stuck babysitting.
Don't get me wrong I loooove babysitting.
But sometimes i feel that I never have the time to do homework cuz I'm always babysitting.
And it just seems like what they have to do is more important.
Like today. I was suppose to go to La Senza @ Fairview. But no
Like i said, I have to babysit and they have to go and run errands.
And it's not like they ask me to watch her or even thank me for that matter.
Ohhh noo.... never
Like i said, don't get me wrong. I love babysitting and spending time with my neices.
It just never seems fair.
I always have to be the one to suffer.
I hardly have any personal time; I hardly have any homework time...
And the thing is, when they go run errands for the wedding... I'm never invited nor do they want me to come.
And then they say i'm useless.
Like what the hell.
YOU NEVER WANT ME TO COME YOU STUPID
YOU ALWAYS WANT ME TO BABYSIT.

Ugh.
I hate life.

18 More Days!

So my birthday is soon and i really wanna do something.
I didn't really do anything last year with my friends cuz 15 really isn't a big deal.
But 16 kinda is.
But my parents don't think it is..."In the Philippines it's not that big. You either have a debut or a sweet 16" So obv i wanna have a debut cuz ya.. i've always wanted one.
So ya... i wanna do something but i don't know.

Survey (:

THE UNCOMFORTABLE SURVEY. (Lets see if you can get through it. If not; you're too scared about your past).

Yes i stole it off Megan on facebook.

-Longest relationship: Vincent- 5 1/2 or 6 months
-How many boyfriends/girlfriends have told you that they love you? Two. Andrew & Vincent
-Have you ever thought you're going to marry the person you were with? No but we talked about how our life would be like if we did...
-Have you ever loved someone so much that it hurt? Yes.
-Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry? Yes. Vincent hahaha oh
-Are you happier single or in a relationship? In a relationship.
-Have you ever been cheated on? Nope
-Have you ever had your heart broken? Yeah. Only once. When Vincent fell for Kristen
-Have you ever broken someone's heart? Yes,,,Andrew and Adams
-Talk to any of your ex's? I did talk to Vincent and ya'll know what happened and i still kinda talk to Andrew and stopped talking to Adam too.
-Think any of your ex's feel the same way about you the way they did when you were dating? I think Vincent genuinely did care about me cuz he liked me first.
-Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend or girlfriend? I can be a bitch...but most of the time i'd say that i am.
-Have you dated people who were not good to you? Technically no. Vincent wasn't good to me near the end of our relationship.
-Have you been in an abusive relationship? No.
-Have you dated someone older then you? Does a few months count? In regards to years..no but i've liked someone older than me.
-Dated someone younger then you? Again, does a few months count? In regards to years no.
-Do you regret anything that you have or haven't done with a boyfriend or girlfriend? Nope-ish.
-Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance? Yeah. But with me you only have 3. Then that's it. But some reason i gave adam like 5 and vincent 10 or something like that.
-Believe in love at first sight? Ish
-Ever dated two people at once? No.
-Ever been given an Engagement ring? HELL NO
-Do you have something to say to any of your ex's? Yes.
Something important? Vincent: Yes.---> I fucking hate you...Adam & Andew: No
-Ever stolen someone’s boyfriend or girlfriend? Nope.
-Ever liked someone else's boyfriend or girlfriend? Yes :$ Hilary's bf. But i didn't like him at the time they were dating. i liked him AFTER she hated his guts.
-Does heartbreak really feel as bad as it sounds? No not really.

LAYER ONE: ON THE OUTSIDE
Name: Regeena
Birth date: March 18th
Current Location: My bed in my blue room
Eye Color: Brown
Hair Color: Brown
Righty or Lefty: Righty.

LAYER TWO: ON THE INSIDE
Your fears: Bugs, meeting new people, spiders, scary movies, dying, being independent.
Your weakness: Meeting new people, and being independent and saying "no" when someone needs help and i know it'll affect me.
Your perfect pizza: Ground beef, cheese, pep, bacon, and shrimp.
Goal you'd like to achieve: Be the first in my family to go to University and become successful.

LAYER THREE: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW:
Your thoughts first waking up: today: my neice normally: ew school or ugh i don't wanna wake up.
Your best physical feature: Nothing
Your bedtime: When my eyes feel like closing
Your most missed memory: Elementary school. Especially the younger years. ie kindergarten & primary.

LAYER FOUR: YOUR PICK:
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi.
McDonald's or Burger King: McDonald's
Single or group dates: Group at first but singles all other times
Adidas or Nike: Adidas all the way. Nike=Child labour
Lipton Tea or Nestea: Nestea
Chocolate or vanilla: Vanilla
Cappuccino or coffee: Cappuccino. Especially Ice Caps from Tim Hortons!

LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?
Smoke: Nope
Cuss: Ya. Which i should really stop
Take a shower: Everyday: yes i kno it's bad for your hair. but i have to.
Have a crush: Not atm
Like School: Somewhat
Do you believe in yourself: Most of the time.
Think you're a health freak: Nope. Far from that. HELLO I EAT FAST FOOD ALMOST TWICE EVERY WEEK!

LAYER SIX: IN THE PAST MONTH
Gone to the mall: OBV!...fridat :)
Been on stage: Nope.
Eaten Sushi: Ya probably gio's sushi.
Changed who you were to fit in: Nope.

LAYER EIGHT: GETTING OLD
Age your hoping to be married: 23 - 30.

LAYER NINE: IN A GIRL/GUY
Best eye color: Blue
Best hair color: Blonde
Short or long hair: Long-ish...

LAYER TEN: WHAT WERE YOU DOING 1 MINUTE AGO: Answering this & saving pictures onto a disk
1 HOUR AGO: Burning more pictures, watching rich bride poor bride, talking to hilary & my annoying cousin, and eating
1 WEEK AGO: Last Satuday at this time i was talking to my older cousin about the wedding
1 YEAR AGO: I think i was at this guys house exactly a year ago today.

LAYER 11: FINISH THE SENTENCE I FEEL: tired cuz i've been awake for more that 12 hours.
I HATE: fake, unoriginal, hypocritical and attension craving people.
I HIDE: my true feelings
I NEED: to let it out more often

Book Topic

So i have a topic for my book.
Because I have so many problems in life, writing a book would be the perfect way of getting it out.
So I that's what I'm doing. A book about me. I know it's kind of like selfish? but it's my way of getting everything out.
So if you wanna read it, i'll send you the link for it. If you don't then don't. And don't tell me you don't wanna read it. Don't say anything at all if your not gunna say anything nice.

Writing A Book?

Okay So i think i should write a book.
It's just a thought.

An old friend wrote a note on facebook about his life right now
(and when i met him, he wasn't in a good state)
and it really inspired me.

Lemme know what you think!

Stop Motion Animation

Abouut 160 pictures moving at the speed of a third of a second (0.3 seconds)

I'm so proud of it. Don't mind me.

Thanks S for the idea! :)<3>

and i'm going to get in big trouble for posting this on my blog && on facebook.

sara's gunna kick my ass after taking so long on the mac at school & for posting it after whinning to not put it up :)

It's Saturday ! :)

Okay so technically it's Sunday

Today we officially celebrated Giovanna and Pamela's birthday.

Lemme tell you. It was soooo much fun.

But of course I was the last one to get there...BUT i was not late! i got there right at 6 so HA!

Ya'll were just early xP

So basically nothing was resolved for Winter Activity Day.
Forms are due MONDAY!
Rock Climbing or no?
Anyways.
I really wanna watch Breakfast at Tiffinay's
But everyone lives too far from me-ish

Oh and i learnt alot of things today, friends will come and go but real ones will be by your side through it all. I mean ya, i've lost alotta friends but i have made new ones and i have rekindled old ones. And also, i've also learnt that a lot of people drag on arguments to get attension.

It really makes me mad to see things go further than needed. It really does not make any sense why people in general do that. it really isn't nessecary...but it's human nature i guess.

Oh well.

So at Moxies, the waiter was like hitting on me. It was soooo weird! Let's go through why:
a) He asked me if i wanted my drink to be a virgin
b) He kept looking at me and asking me when it was like a decision based on everyone.
c) When Sara and I went to go pay, he handed the debit machine to me when Sara had her hand out for it already
Sara and Gio totally agree, so it wasn't just me. Halleluja (Sp?)

UGH and thank goodness my annoying cousin didn't come over. everyone else did but her. and next week at her gradma's birthday, i have hear her sing IN FILIPINO...when she can't even sing in english for SHIT! She's like one of those american idol people who think they're sooooo good but they really suck like shit. HA! Good comparison regeena *pat on the back*