Je n'aime pas la vie

Holy eff.

I hate math. I don't get it. I mean i get this parabola stuff. What I don't get is the revenue and profit and max revenue and all that shit.
Nothing makes sense.
To top it all off, I'm babysitting.
No wonder I'm failling.
It's cuz i'm always stuck babysitting.
Don't get me wrong I loooove babysitting.
But sometimes i feel that I never have the time to do homework cuz I'm always babysitting.
And it just seems like what they have to do is more important.
Like today. I was suppose to go to La Senza @ Fairview. But no
Like i said, I have to babysit and they have to go and run errands.
And it's not like they ask me to watch her or even thank me for that matter.
Ohhh noo.... never
Like i said, don't get me wrong. I love babysitting and spending time with my neices.
It just never seems fair.
I always have to be the one to suffer.
I hardly have any personal time; I hardly have any homework time...
And the thing is, when they go run errands for the wedding... I'm never invited nor do they want me to come.
And then they say i'm useless.
Like what the hell.
YOU NEVER WANT ME TO COME YOU STUPID
YOU ALWAYS WANT ME TO BABYSIT.

Ugh.
I hate life.